What could have been

Today is November 10th which is my moms birthday. She would have been 57 today. When I was a little girl I was so happy to give her my leftover Halloween candy for her birthday. She was happy to take it I never thought anything of it until now. She probably hated it but she never showed it. I wish that I could still celebrate her birthday I loved making her a german chocolate cake. I loved to decorate each year I tried to make her birthday as good as I could each year. She always made ours good and tried very hard to make us feel special. I am so upset that my boys do not know who she is. They only listen to my stories that I tell to them all the time. My mom was not perfect but she was my mom. And I love her and miss her still each and every day. I try to make the best of each day. Because you never know when you will not have another one to share with your family and friends.

Past Present And Future

Well it has been a long time!! A lot has happened I am not up to writing tonight. I just thought it would be nice to show you some pics of what we have been up to for the past 6 months or so.