Sign Us Already!

So I have been meaning to talk about this for a while. I now have the chance to share. I am not sure why but we are very interesting to the public. We can't seem to go anywhere without comments. No matter where we are or what we are doing. It all started when I had just Jackson and was pregnant with Conner. People would comment, saying things like " wow you are going to have your hands full" or I would just get looks. It got to the point that I really didn't want to go out. Then once Conner was born and he got to be about 1 everyone would ask " Are they twins?" and if the didn't ask I would over hear conversations with people saying the same thing just trying to figure it out without asking. After we had Grayson it pretty much stopped with only a few questions here and there. Well once we got to all 4 and we went to Disneyland this past April we couldn't stop the comments. People would as us the famous question "Is this one a boy too?" meaning the one I was pregnant with. If that question wasn't asked other ones were and people would say things like "Wow look at that family!" and "Is she pregnant again?". I got really tired of it and in fact Jackson and Conner got very used to saying "yep this one is a boy too, yes all 5 of us are boys." Being at Disneyland I kind of understood, since the average family there was 4. Once we got back to Utah it was all the time. It has even gotten so bad that a while back I was in Target with the 4 boys at the time pregnant with Xander. Out of no where a women grabbed my arm and said "How do you do it? How do you do it? I have 2 and I can hardly do it" I was not very happy with this lady she startled me and needless to say I was in Target by myself pregnant with 4 young boys.
Anyway so what I am getting at is if we are going to get all of this attention we might as well get paid. So sign us up, we will do a show and get paid millions. Why not? Sure we may end up divorced and stalked by the paparazzi, but what the heck why not give it a try. I just don't get what is so appealing to everyone. We do have 5 boys, they are all very young and I love them to death and yes I am very busy and love it! So if I could only get everyone that we will ever see in public to read this and we could stop with the questions! By the way I am not serious about the TV show just thought I would clarify that just in case you really thought I was serious for all 5 of you who read this. I am done. I am happy to get this off my chest. Goodnight.

Max wins the race to get stitches first!

Poor little Maxwell is the first little munchkin to get stitches. He was wondering around downstairs and I hear him crying in the front room. I find him to comfort him and he has blood in his mouth and on his little crying face. He has been a little clumsy lately, but Grayson has a new trick of pushing him randomly just because he can. Here are a couple pictures, kinda hard to see cause there are only 3 tiny stitches on the split lip. Good thing Daddy took him to Instacare because he was not happy about getting the stitches. He was all sweaty and red after they were done. These are the pictures after he got home and pasted out.

Xander Is Here!

So yes finally it is time to share our Xander with you. Having him has been amazing and I am so grateful for our family. This has been the best time of my life and also the most difficult. All my life all I have wanted to be is a Mom I took care of my cabbage patch dolls when I was young like they were alive. And when I was sick didn't even know if I would be able to have children. Well look at us now what a great life. The sad part is that I will not be having anymore children and the great part is I am done! What I am saying is that it is very bitter sweet. I have had all kinds of emotion and I am not much of an emotional person. After being pregnant for what has been most of our marriage I am ready to move on and help our children learn and grow.

Grayson's First Day Of Preschool

I know it has been a long time since I have updated but I am back and am very excited to share with everyone what we have been up to the last couple of weeks. Grayson started preschool on the 8th of Sept and of course loves it. He pays no attention when I leave and enjoys himself the entire time. I think he may be too young and we may be taking him out the end of Sept we will see. He loves it but I think he would be ok if he didn't go. I think 2 years of preschool is plenty, and 3 years is just too much, plus it will save us money so we will see.

Super Deals

My friend Jenny and I were suppose to go to a class on coupons and saving money a couple of weeks ago but I was unable to go. Jenny went and she had learned a lot. I was very excited to get started and with Jenny's help Mike and I took on the challenge. We purchased 260 dollars worth of groceries for 129 dollars! It was our first time and we call it our "trial run" but for the most part it was fun. We went to a lot of websites and printed a lot of coupons. We have a lot to learn and look forward to continuing the savings. So thanks Jenny!

Following In Conner's Footsteps

Now that Gray is sleeping in his "Big Boy Bed" we have found him asleep on the couch downstairs a few times. I can't believe he is quiet enough to do this without us knowing. So I guess we have another Conner on our hands! As long as we don't find him outside that is something I would not like too much. Hopefully our extra locks will take care of that.

School Days

Now that Jackson and Conner have started school I have had some time with just Gray. It has been nice he is much easier when he is on his own. Conner and Grayson do not get along for the most part. Conner loves to bug Gray all day long it never stops. I guess he is lost without Jack and feels so inclined to torment Gray so that is something we have really been struggling with. The other day Gray and I were upstairs I was doing something on my computer. Gray was with me and the next minute he wasn't. I found him down stairs in Mikes office he had poured almost a entire bottle of glue on some paper. He was so proud of himself that is why I had to take a picture of his work.

Soccer

Jackson and Conner started soccer last week. It has made the weeks very busy they have games two days a week. Sometimes one right after each other and some at the same time. Good thing Mike is the coach for Conner's team. It has been fun watching Conner enjoy it so much. He is so happy to be playing and I am glad we have the opportunity to have them play. Grayson and Max also enjoy going to the games.

Conner's First Day Of Kindergarten

Conner was not very excited about Kindergarten starting. All summer if I asked him about it he would say " Kindergarten is boring". So I was a little nervous how he would be. The night before Mike gave him a blessing and he really liked that. He told me what he wanted for breakfast which was quite the breakfast it consisted of blueberry muffins, bacon, eggs, a banana, strawberries and juice. He ate everything but the muffins. We went to school and you could tell he was excited he was ready for me to drop him off before we got to his door. I walked him into class and his teacher greeted him. They found his cubby he put his backpack in. I helped him find his name tag on his table and he started coloring. I told him he should put his name on his paper and that is when he told me I could go. He said "you can leave now." I said what and he said, "you can go now" again so I took one more picture and left. What he said was bitter sweet. I was happy he was OK with being at school but was a little sad he was so anxious for me to leave. He had a great time at school and told me all about it when I picked him up. He had ice cream, which he loved, and played with a lot of new friends. Later I asked him why he wanted me to leave and he told me he wanted to do his name on his own!

Jackson's First Day Of First Grade!

Jackson Loved his first day of school! Like I had said before he was nervous about what was going to happen in first grade but once he finished his first day he couldn't wait to go back. The thing I was worried about the most was his lunch. He had no problems with that he couldn't open his chips or his cupcake but other then that he did great he just had a teacher open it for him. All day I asked him who he ate with and he avoided the question then finally he told me he sat next to a girl from a different class and "she was cute and she had cute clothes and she told me she liked my spiky hair and collard shirt" he thought that was pretty cool. He got really embarrassed when I would tell people that story so I told him I wouldn't anymore. Who would of thought this would happen in first grade. He loves his teacher and couldn't wait to go back the next day. He woke up this morning at 6:50am and was dressed and ready to go! He does not start school until 8:45am so he had a long time to wait and asked me every 5 min if it was time to go yet. So needless to say my anxiety is much better now knowing he is happy. Yesterday was hard for me and we missed him like crazy. Conner kept asking me when we were going to go get him. I would ask him if he missed him and he would say no. At dinner he had to scoot his chair right next to Jack so he could be as close as he could be to him. So I think it is safe to say he really missed his buddy Jack. Now that Jackson has had such a good experience Conner can't wait to start school!

Thanksgiving Point

We went to Thanksgiving Point the day before Jackson started school. We haven't been there since we moved away from that area, we had a lot of fun and it was like the kids experienced it for the first time all over again. We went to the children's garden and the Dinosaur Museum. Max was very excited about the water and dove right in. The older boy's really enjoyed everything I am glad we had the opportunity to do that before Jackson's first day of school. On the way up to Thanksgiving Point I asked Jackson about school and if he was excited? he got very quiet and I looked back at him and he was teary eyed. I asked him if he was ok and he said "I am just trying to rap my head around how it is going to be tomorrow I don't know how it is going to be" I couldn't believe he said that sometimes I think he is 6 going on 30!

Where Does The Time Go?

I am having major anxiety! Jackson is starting first grade tomorrow and whenever I think about it I panic. I remember when he was born like it was yesterday and I can't believe how fast the time has gone by. I have a hard time thinking he will be eating lunch on his own. Jackson eats very slow and I worry he won't finish his food on time and he will come home starving. I know some of you may think I am crazy but, just wait until you have your first baby go to school all day. I have kept a short leash on all of my kids. You will not see my kids running around the neighborhood on there own I am not sure when that will happen. I guess it is time to let go and let my sweet J-Baby grow up but it will be and is very hard. I know he will be ok and so will I it will just take some time. He told me the other day that he really wasn't that excited to start 1st grade. He wasn't excited about Kindergarten either but, he ended up loving it.

Max is Walking!

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Max started taking his first steps on his own last Tuesday he would just be sitting down and he would stand up and just start walking! We all would clap for him and he loved the attention. On Saturday is when he really took off he walks all the time now. Max went from starting to crawl and walk around furniture at age 11months to walking on his own @ 13months crazy! I can't believe I was ever worried.

Chuckie Cheese

Call me crazy, I decided to take all the kids to Chuckie Cheese on Friday by myself. It was a lot of fun. The kids behaved very well and a good time was had by all. We used to go all the time and have not been since Max was born. This was Max's first time there and he loved the pizza and the rides. This has opened up many doors for me in the future and has aloud me to believe I can continue to do these type of activities on my own.

How Do You Eat Your Corn On The Cob?

We love fresh Utah Corn I really don't think there is anything better. A topic that was brought up in our house growing up was do you eat it around or like a type writer back and forth? We would talk about this all the time while eating it. Conner and Grayson love it and can't get enough they eat it right off the cob, Mike eats it like a old man and cuts it off the cob. Anyway you eat it we love it and will continue to eat it for as long as we can!

Little Lost Grayson

I had the privilege of taking my four boys to a soccer clinic. The two older ones, Jackson and Conner, were involved in the clinic. The little ones, Grayson and Max, were just there so that I could watch them and help Britt go visiting teaching. I was letting Grayson play on the playground and would check to make sure he was there every couple of minutes. Grayson was up a staircase, down a slide, across a bridge, etc. I spent the time between checking on Grayson to play with Max who was sitting on the stroller drinking from his sippy cup and holding a soccer ball, throwing and just generally smiling and giggling while daddy kicked it in front of him.

A few minutes after the last time I saw Gray, I started looking for him again. There were several other little towheads (I have used this word before, but wanted a defination. Here is one for everyone else. In colonial times, families grew their own flax to make into fabric for clothing. Transforming the flax into thread was a complicated, involved process with many time-consuming steps. After the flax was harvested, it was soaked in water for several days to soften it so the inner fibers could be removed from the stalk. To separate the long, thin fibers from the shorter, coarser ones, the flax was pulled through a bed of nails or combed in a process called "towing." The shorter fibers that were extricated were of a lesser quality and were called "tow." This led to the term "towheads" to describe people, particularly children, whose hair resembled these strands.) with blue shirts on so I had to look at shoes and shorts to decide if it was him or not. After a couple of minutes of not seeing him I started to worry that someone had taken one of the three little boys that looked the same, which was mine. I was calling out his name, other moms were helping me look and I was beginning to get a little worried.

I start looking further out just in case he decided the playground wasn't that fun anymore. Looked in the parking lot, by the bathrooms and finally see a tiny little blond boy with blue on on the far end of the field by another parking lot about 150 yards away. I leave Max right by the playground in his stroller and start to run to the little boy calling out, "Grayson, Grayson." He starts to sprint to me and seems a little upset. I let him close the gap to not get to far away from Max. I finally get the little rascal in my arms and give him a big hug. I ask him if he was scared and he says, "Scared." I ask him if he is ever going to wander off again and he says "yeah." I then rephrase for my little mischief maker, "Are you ever going to get lost again?" "NO, NO, scared."

Needless to say I wonder how I am going to keep tabs on 5 little active munchkins as the grow up????

The Crazy Things Kids Say and Do!

The other day I went to the doctor for the baby and realized I didn't have much time left before the baby came, so we decided to make a trip to Target to get some things we needed. I wanted to get a new pack n play, and a few other things. Me and the boys were all on our own so I relied on Jackson and Conner's help. I had the pack n play in the cart along with a few other things a bar stool so I could cut the boys hair better and I also decided to buy a office chair for my new desk I bought a few weeks ago. I had Jackson pushing the cart with the office chair and I pushed the other. Later that day I was on the phone with Mike telling him that I didn't think I wanted that chair and Jackson says " well I wish that I would have known that and I wouldn't have pushed it around the store I would just as well have left it there" he listens to his Dad way too much and that is such a Mike comment. Jackson is getting so big it scares me. He will be starting 1st grade soon and I am having major anxiety about it. I have never been away from him for that long day after day he will be eating lunch with out us each day. I know he is ready for it, now I just need to be. As soon as we get to church each Sunday Grayson says class I want to go to class. Then as soon as the first prayer is said in Sacrament he says Amen really loud and follows it with Done class now. I know there is so many other things that I have had on my mind but, nothing is coming to me so I guess I need to write it down for next time.

Grandma Lassen

Today is our Grandma's Birthday, I have been thinking about her a lot lately. I wish that I could have gotten this written a little earlier, but I really felt like I needed to do it regardless of the time. She is an amazing person and I know she is doing great things where she is at now. We miss her a lot and in our own selfish ways wish she was here with us. I will never have enough to say about her. She is one of the most amazing people I will ever meet, We are extremely thankful that we had her as a Grandma, she was not only a Grandma to me but also to my kids. She was just a great person all in all and you could always count on her. Family was extremely important to her and she held our family together. I am so grateful for her love and support and miss her each and every day of my life. She is missed by all and I wish that today I could have made her a birthday cake like I have in the past. She will always be in my heart. When the time comes for me to have our last baby I will miss her more then anything she has always been there and has loved all of our babies. We love you Grandma and think of you often. Happy Birthday.

Swim Lessons

Jackson and Conner started swim lessons on Monday, and they love it. At first Conner was a little nervous but once he started there was no stopping him. They look forward to it each day and talk about it through out the rest of each day. Jackson is a little fish, always has been. Just recently he has been swimming under water and loves it. Conner has gotten more comfortable each day and I noticed today he put his head under water more than anytime before. He learned something new today, it is called the Superman glide, I think. He really thought that was great. I am glad we have finally put them in lessons. They really love it!